What up y'all? My name's Tom
Little while back was an alcoholic
Had a mental breakdown like a year ago
Came close to puttin' me in a coffin
Damn after the hooker I loved
After I did all the drugs
After I finally got fired for showin'
Up late to the job I left tired and drunk
After the Oxys I put up my nose with
My boss on the oil rigs when I was young
After my ex cut her wrists and the cops
Thought I stab her and beat me then put me in cuffs
After I totaled my car tryna run from
The cops with a kilo of coke in the trunk
After I drank 'til I rotted my teeth out
My head got infections in all of my gums
After I couldn't get hard 'cause the
Vodka and porno sedated me 'til I was numb
After I couldn't escape from the
Basement I rented and went to go live with my mom
After I cheated on people I needed and
Lied tryna hide from the guy that I was
Then I got sober the madness was over
Now I am proud of the man I've become uh
I'm finally someone that I know again
I started climbin' out the hole I'm in
Fightin' demons that I know I'll win
It's time for me to mend these broken wingsLife has been hard I know it gets better
This is a war that I'll fight forever
I have my scars I'll always remember
When I lost it all and never surrenderWhat up y'all? My name's MadChild
I've been off the Xanies for a while now
I was wakin' up feelin' suicidal
But I think I'm finally startin' to smile now
Man I lived a hell of a life
I've been to hell and back twice
Lost 10 million dollars three different addictions
Don't tell me 'bout payin' the price
From pent houses with top models
Hangin' with strippers with pop bottles
To anxious and hidin' alone in my room
From the world I was pissin' in pop bottles
From chart toppin' bein' a role model to five records and lost follows
When I cop product got a months worth
When I left the spot cops followed
Saw a photo it was only face 'cause I was 85 pounds over weight
Mental breakdown tryna catch a plane
It wasn't MadChild it was only sheen
My puppy Lolo was my only gang
Had to put my baby in a fuckin' grave
I walked away from every brick I laid
So I could build a new wall to keep me safe
I'm finally someone that I know again
I started climbin' out the hole I'm in
Fightin' demons that I know I'll win
It's time for me to mend these broken wingsLife has been hard I know it gets better
This is a war that I'll fight forever
I have my scars I'll always remember
When I lost it all and never surrenderWhen you fall down and the world's closin' in
You can get up again up againLife has been hard I know it gets better
This is a war that I'll fight forever
I have my scars I'll always remember
When I lost it all and never surrenderrr
