Could I rest here for a while
Near that medal 'round your neck
St. Jude's wearing a smile
He wouldn't mind I betI can't go face the world
My bones won't hold me up
So tell the saint of lost souls where to find me
Softly sleeping, here in the deep end
of someone who loves me
You let me cry it out
'Cause you know that sometimes I can't stop
And still I'm seeking out
To stand up when the battle drops
The weight of all the world
Can blind me to its beauty
But every time I need to be reminded
I know you will
And say you're still
Someone who loves meI try to push it down
But it comes back
Faster and harder
Tides are changing on a dime
And I'm just trying
To keep my head above the water
Surrender's just a word
'Till you try it out and see
How hard it is to hurt
With someone else around
I'm the worst I've ever been
Afraid of almost everything
The skies are clear but storms are always coming
Your gift to me
Is just to be
Bracing for the winds I always summon
My home, my heart,
Thank god you are someone who loves me
